Choices

Choices, what to eat, where to go, what to do.. and these are the choices i faced during the 3 weeks study break..

Preparing for 1st exam- to kacau my mum or to stay quiet and study at one corner in her office
- to spend the whole night watching you tube videos or to sleeeep
- to go for dinner and movie with friend or to say i have to stay home to study
- to spend quiet time first or to start my studies first in the morning
- to surf the net or to inefficiently and ineffectively staring at my study materials
- to go for Actstream practice or to stay at home prepare for the next day's exam

Preparing for 2nd exam
- to mourne over my BSL paper or to aim to make sure i do better for my next paper
- to study in my room or to spend time chatting with gramma
- to go to church or to have breakfast with gramma before she flies to San Francisco
- to hold my tears or to let them flow down my cheeks, waving good bye to gramma and uncle
- to doze off at study table or to sleep on the sofa
- to serve in AYA Awards Night or to stay home prepare for the next day's exam

I thank God i didn't regret how i spent my study break. In fact, this is the most relaxing study break compared to the last two. I really just chill.... Not that i was very confident about my studies, i was too bored with studies. I reckon i should do something so that when i look back at these 3 weeks, it will not just be study study study.. But the price i had to pay is worrying about my exam results. My bro was quite mad with my attitude this term, he told Anne "If she fails any of her paper, i'm gonna kick her ass." Yeah, speak like a black man in tv. I really pray that i can pass both the papers. I have done all that i can, the rest is in God's hands. God, i surrender.