How did you do it?

Someone just asked me this evening,

"How did you do it?"
"You are really geng !"

It's not me. That's for sure.
Each time i find it so difficult, i felt i'm not good enough, i felt like giving up..
A strength pushes me from inside of me :"try a little harder, you can do it."

Try a little harder, a bit more, a bit more...

Compared to where i started, wow.. things are so much more challenging now.. but i'm still standing, still standing... How did i do it? Not on my own strength, but by the grace of God.

Just now, i had tears in my eyes while driving back. It is not easy. I need to get rid of the dependency on self. I need to draw strength from God.

God, please grant me a really good rest. Give me energy to carry on. Teach me to do this Your way and may it put a smile on Your face.

Putting a smile on Your face.. ya, that's all. Indeed, it's all about You.

It's all about You.