Beggar

These days, i am no longer an auditor. I am a beggar, begging for client's management accounts so that I can start auditing...... They have the accounts ready, but they are just waiting for us to BEG for it.

What do they get? Are they letting out their work stress at us?
Is that their life goal? "Yeah, I bullied auditors today. I feel so good."
But why why why?

When is God leading me to the green pastures and peaceful streams He promised?

I need to remember that God promised that there will be a beautiful rainbow after the rainfall.......

God, please don't make me wait too long... I am going mad.