The Room

I am in a room, with 4 walls, and nothing else..
Blind folded.
I run, hoping to find a way out
Finally, i hit myself against the wall, painful..
Changed direction, i thought i wont give up trying
Hit myself against another wall.. again.. painful..
I tried and tried.. hurt myself again and again..
I thought i was doing it right.
I ended up badly injured.
Still remember the first sermon that ever touched me, was reminding us, to find the doorknob in the room.
If we focus and walk the right way, right direction, we'll find the doorknob.
The door.. will lead us to another world. A world that we can never imagined..
Peace
Love
Joy
Hope
Jesus.. =)
I am trapped again. I thought i was out of the room. But i realised, i may know where the doorknob is, but all these while, i still didnt twist it. Maybe i twisted, i saw what's out there, but i didnt leave the room.
God, please.. get me out of here. I've had enough.. it's painful.
Guide me.. out of the room.
Hold my hand, when i lose my direction again.
Carry me, when i am too tired to walk.
Catch me, when i fall again.

"I need you Jesus, come to my rescue
Where else can i go...
There's no other name, by which i am saved..
Captured me with grace..
I will follow you.. "