Dec 2
Anne is back so I have great reliable company at home, helping me with Jasmine.
We sent Jasmine to Lian together in the morning and did Carousell shopping together, nap together and cleared her unwanted clothes together. I quickly started an account for her and got myself busy taking pictures of her clothes and posting everything up. :)
That day, we went to pick Jasmine up together and because it was not raining (which is rare these days), we took her to the playground behind our house.
I won't be able to do it on my own at this tiring stage of pregnancy. So really thank God for Anne. :)
Under Anne's supervision, Jasmine get to do her hee haw, down the slide, sat on the swing and simply just running from station to station. She also met other kids and she was the most friendly to everyone. :)
Dec 3
Anne drives us to drop off Jasmine at Lian's place again. :) She had Shaynee & Sanjay at Lian's that's why I still see the point of sending her there.
She found this hair band interesting so I wanted her to show her friends at Lian's but last minute in the car she fuss about it. -_-
Gynae appointment day. Doctor said during our Nov 21st check up that if I haven't pop yet then we shall come back to see him. I went alone to pick Jasmine up from Lian's and went straight to Columbia Asia. What frustrates me was that I completely forgot to bring the diaper bag when I left the house..... so here we are, just me and Jasmine. No cardigan for her even if she feels cold. No spoon to feed her dinner even if she feels hungry. No water to offer her even if she feels thirsty. No diaper to change even if she poop in her diaper or have overflowing diaper.
Joshua was caught in a massive jam... as usual. Jasmine arranged all the colourful chairs in a row and called it the choo choo train. It is against the purple wall, can you see? :) When I was following her around (I tried not to) and felt a funny pressure on my low low lower belly. I thought this feeling is quite new... could this be contraction pain?
Anyway finally Joshua came at around 7.30pm... and gynae answered my question : baby's head already engaged!! Wow... so this is the funny feeling when head is engaged. Interesting... Rose told me I will feel like a ball in down there... but not to me. Dr said maybe because this is my 2nd pregnancy. Or different people feel it differently. Nobody knows... But one thing for sure, it does affect my moving about a lot and wakes me up more often at night. I visit bathroom at least twice during my sleep at night....
Dr Rama told us, that on 6th Dec, he has to attend his niece's wedding ceremony. So if I go into labour then, I can still contact him but other gynae might attend to me. He said just in case... we are ok with that arrangement. Then I updated him, that if I haven't deliver yet, I might be attending an important meeting with CEO in KL, but Dr Rama discouraged me to attend. He said if I had to go into labour but stuck in KL jam then it will be very bad situation, so best to avoid. So I told my staff and boss sorry I can't attend, sadly.
Dec 4
Jasmine is officially home with me and Anne. I see no point sending to and fro when I have help from Anne at home. Plus Anne deserves some bonding time with Anne after being away for more than a year. Mummy gave me a sudden call and said "since Jasper head already engaged please becareful when you sit, don't crush his head." -_- We all laugh it off. :D Including mummy!
Here I was asking Jasmine to answer questions - what are daddy/mummy/ah yi/jiu jiu/jiu ma/ah ma's names. At last I asked "What is didi's name?" She answered "A peh!" WOW!! She knows!
Jasper you have a big sister who can't wait to meet you already!
That night, Anne said she misses chap fan so here we go.
I was simply easily frustrated at this point... I can't recall what did Joshua do to make me do this face. :( I was mostly in a bad mood because I feel so hot, I know I look like crap but couldn't be bothered because I feel so sticky and sweaty.... All together makes me get agitated easily.
We then went to Aeon Big to get some groceries.
I remember we bumped into our neighbour aunty near the check out counter, but I couldn't be bothered even to say hi. She's an old lady who likes to talk slow... and I actually overheard her asking Joshua earlier over the fence, whether I have delivered. Grrrr.... no no NO NO YET ok? -_-
Dec 5
My mummy and koko came to Subang Jaya in Perdana. Mummy brings with her all the herbs she bought for my confinement and rice cooker etc. She is staying with us until Jasper pops! More pressure on me. :(
I told Joshua I not only feel bad that I had been on almost 3 weeks MC... not much contribution to my company... and now I just don't like to be stuck at one phase. I can't wait to move on to the next phase of my life, now that Anne and mummy are already here with me....
Dec 6
Went to church and as usual, everyone said my bump was so big so big. Ya i know.... Then we went to Pyramid to meet mummy and koko who went shopping.
After lunch, came home and Joshua sent koko to bus station at Puchong. Koko went back Muar by bus. That night, I went to sleep feeling guilty again... like I am also wasting mummy and Anne's precious time.. cooking for me at home... just waiting together with me. Now that I am typing, I realised, I was actually SO SO SO blessed... I wish I could see things more positively.. rather than keep on threatening to beat Jasper's bum when he's finally out. :P Argh... why do I have so many regrets in my life. :( Note to self : always read back and be reminded to look at things more positively!!
This week, Anne helped me snap these pictures when Joshua send koko to bus station. :)
So I actually went to sleep as usual, but many things filled my head throughout the night, I wasn't fully deeply asleep... and I realised Jasper's movement are much lesser compared to normal nights. Was I over-conscious? I don't know... but this gave me an idea....
Dec 7
I woke up and told Anne my plan/strategy. I am going to tell my gynae that I feel baby has moved lesser during the night! I plan to exaggerate the situation and see whether doctor can do something to send me into labour asap? :P I whatsapp-ed him and he just replied "come see me to check" BUT that day, Anne has an interview at 4pm in KL, and Joshua other than work half day, also had a video shoot after lunch. So I told Dr Rama, I can't come today because no car, but will come next day. So yet another frustrating day at home. I can't wait for the next day. Joshua has to work and we don't want him to waste another day of annual leave, so we have gotten Anne to come with me in morning... That night when I go to bathroom, I realise one thing... hmmm today's yellow discharge is actually quite little, somewhat quite clear.... could this be a sign? I need to tell Dr Rama too.
Dec 8...
Got up at 8am.. went to bathroom again as usual. Wipe and see heavy yellow discharge. Argh, just as I thought I am feeling some changes. Cheh.... then just as I was about to flush, I took a peep as usual into the toilet bowl and saw the last tissue I threw in was showing a little pink!!!! I quickly sit back down and wipe again, lo and behold, PINKISH RED PERIOD LIKE BLOOD. Ok, I know my baby is coming..................................
- To be continued - :) :) :)
Anne is back so I have great reliable company at home, helping me with Jasmine.
We sent Jasmine to Lian together in the morning and did Carousell shopping together, nap together and cleared her unwanted clothes together. I quickly started an account for her and got myself busy taking pictures of her clothes and posting everything up. :)
That day, we went to pick Jasmine up together and because it was not raining (which is rare these days), we took her to the playground behind our house.
Under Anne's supervision, Jasmine get to do her hee haw, down the slide, sat on the swing and simply just running from station to station. She also met other kids and she was the most friendly to everyone. :)
Dec 3
Anne drives us to drop off Jasmine at Lian's place again. :) She had Shaynee & Sanjay at Lian's that's why I still see the point of sending her there.
Gynae appointment day. Doctor said during our Nov 21st check up that if I haven't pop yet then we shall come back to see him. I went alone to pick Jasmine up from Lian's and went straight to Columbia Asia. What frustrates me was that I completely forgot to bring the diaper bag when I left the house..... so here we are, just me and Jasmine. No cardigan for her even if she feels cold. No spoon to feed her dinner even if she feels hungry. No water to offer her even if she feels thirsty. No diaper to change even if she poop in her diaper or have overflowing diaper.
Dr Rama told us, that on 6th Dec, he has to attend his niece's wedding ceremony. So if I go into labour then, I can still contact him but other gynae might attend to me. He said just in case... we are ok with that arrangement. Then I updated him, that if I haven't deliver yet, I might be attending an important meeting with CEO in KL, but Dr Rama discouraged me to attend. He said if I had to go into labour but stuck in KL jam then it will be very bad situation, so best to avoid. So I told my staff and boss sorry I can't attend, sadly.
Dec 4
Jasmine is officially home with me and Anne. I see no point sending to and fro when I have help from Anne at home. Plus Anne deserves some bonding time with Anne after being away for more than a year. Mummy gave me a sudden call and said "since Jasper head already engaged please becareful when you sit, don't crush his head." -_- We all laugh it off. :D Including mummy!
Dec 5
My mummy and koko came to Subang Jaya in Perdana. Mummy brings with her all the herbs she bought for my confinement and rice cooker etc. She is staying with us until Jasper pops! More pressure on me. :(
I told Joshua I not only feel bad that I had been on almost 3 weeks MC... not much contribution to my company... and now I just don't like to be stuck at one phase. I can't wait to move on to the next phase of my life, now that Anne and mummy are already here with me....
Dec 6
Went to church and as usual, everyone said my bump was so big so big. Ya i know.... Then we went to Pyramid to meet mummy and koko who went shopping.
This week, Anne helped me snap these pictures when Joshua send koko to bus station. :)
So I actually went to sleep as usual, but many things filled my head throughout the night, I wasn't fully deeply asleep... and I realised Jasper's movement are much lesser compared to normal nights. Was I over-conscious? I don't know... but this gave me an idea....
Dec 7
I woke up and told Anne my plan/strategy. I am going to tell my gynae that I feel baby has moved lesser during the night! I plan to exaggerate the situation and see whether doctor can do something to send me into labour asap? :P I whatsapp-ed him and he just replied "come see me to check" BUT that day, Anne has an interview at 4pm in KL, and Joshua other than work half day, also had a video shoot after lunch. So I told Dr Rama, I can't come today because no car, but will come next day. So yet another frustrating day at home. I can't wait for the next day. Joshua has to work and we don't want him to waste another day of annual leave, so we have gotten Anne to come with me in morning... That night when I go to bathroom, I realise one thing... hmmm today's yellow discharge is actually quite little, somewhat quite clear.... could this be a sign? I need to tell Dr Rama too.
Dec 8...
Got up at 8am.. went to bathroom again as usual. Wipe and see heavy yellow discharge. Argh, just as I thought I am feeling some changes. Cheh.... then just as I was about to flush, I took a peep as usual into the toilet bowl and saw the last tissue I threw in was showing a little pink!!!! I quickly sit back down and wipe again, lo and behold, PINKISH RED PERIOD LIKE BLOOD. Ok, I know my baby is coming..................................
- To be continued - :) :) :)
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