Should i live or leave audit life? This question never fail to come bothering me especially when i am so fed up with my work. I just never improve. Why.
Kuantan trip was tiring. Not so much of the workload, but tired of worrying over not being competent in my work. When i think i have completed everything, there is always a worry.. did i do enough? did i miss out something? will manager accept my work or will shake her head when looking through it? Not just this, when i'm in Kuantan, manager emailed me THREE company's working paper after reviewing it. Lots of review points from her. It was really demoralising going through the points, because.. i know those were stupid mistakes, careless mistakes.. mistakes that are not suppose to occur at my stage. I felt that i am not up to her standard.. far from that.
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I wonder how is next week going to be like. Going in for a new job straight? Or one day to look through and clear the review points? I have so so so many other things hanging, my transport claims, my rowp, my remote access.... argghhh.. i need to go back to office at least half a day to settle those things. But since after study break till now, besides TPE meeting for a day, i've never been back in office. God, i need life.
Can i just live this weekend as an unemployed?
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