This is my 2nd month of not em.. earning a salary from the world. Hehehehehee..
I was awaken this morning by my phone alarm.. half asleep.. my heart grows heavy.. because i know this is 1st of June.. my 2nd month of continue to trust !!
I asked God, what does He want me to do this month? I was told.. not to doubt. Haha. Yep, throw away the doubts, just believe !
Should i apply more jobs? Send out more resume? But i've done that.. no replies. Because, there is only going to be ONE door open. I am waiting, Holy Spirit. Waiting~~~
No prayer is too big or too small to bring before God. I am sure when He answers to our prayers, He must be hoping that those could be bigger. I don't want to underestimate Him this time. I have my 10 criterias for my job. And i just read them aloud in my room. Reminding myself that 10 criterias is not too much to pray for. Amen. 让你的旨意行在地上，如同行在天上。Your will be done, on earth, as it is in Heaven. =)
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just sharing with you what we sang in church yesterday...i copied a small part of 2 hymns down as they touched me :-
1. But i know what i have believed and am persuaded that He is able to keep that which I've committed unto Him against that day...
2. Jesus, my strength, my hope, on Thee I cast my care, with humble confidence look up and know Thou hearest my prayer. Give me on Thee to wait till i can all things do. On Thee, almighty to create, almighty to renew...
the Pastor that preached yesterday said that miracles are not just unusual, it's supranatural! Let's believe together that it will happen! yeay!
amen :>
is hard to believe..when there goes 1 month 2 months, 3rd..4th..5th...now 6th...oh good Lord. :> the other day i was talking to derrick- veon's bf..he waited for 1 YEAR. i am like ..u are my ao xiang!!! >< haha..jk... he said "THE 1 YR IS WORTH IT".. God taught him so much and so on. i guess..sometimes is at these moments that we draw closer to God..we rely on God..and ..we know and trust who God really is. We get to experience it first hand.!
iremember in church there's 2 girls that also waited almost 1 yr..that time i was looking at them not knowing how they feel..because they smile to church etc.. but right now i can so tell how does it feel to wait for a job. we cry out to God to use us.. so His name can be glorified! :> Let Him use us even in the midst of "suffering/waiting"..hehe... ><
love u~
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